Prior to having children, you always see/hear parents and their comments about the first day of school and you wonder how/why can it be so emotional. It's just a day at school; right?
As a parent, even prior to seeing your kids head to school for the first day, you begin to understand the deep-rooted emotions of seeing your kids enter their educational adventure.
Jaxson has being going to "school" since he was an infant. The thought of him headed off to be a true "schooler" never emotional affected me. To me, it was just a small stepping stone one the pathway of life. It's something you do. You go to school. You grow. You change. It's a fact of life that you can't stop.
Today the game changed. Not in a sad emotional manner. Much more than that. The emotions that come with sending your child off to their first day of real school are deeper than a sadness. It's pride. It's hope. It's fear of the unknown. It's the questioning of yourself and your teachings.
Those countless talks and discussions to your child about manners, their attitude, their rights and wrongs - and why they were right or wrong, their individuality, their creative juices, their level of respect and how to gain and give it; everything comes into play that day they head off for class.
Everything matters and nothing matters at the same time. This papa could not be prouder.